thoughtful...

weird day, i'm watching the sky all day and i'm thinking such a lot of things that I forgot most of them...but only one stayed impressed: Relationships.

how many times we lost some friend (only friendship, not phisically)? personally I had, a lot, and i wonder: who's guilty? oh surely i am not. but who knows? I have had lots of good times with my friends, sometimes i fell in love with them, just to realize it was a stupid spell...but the most important thing is: why i feel like I regret to breakdown with them?

Maybe just because we grow older and we doesn't share the same life anymore, we just part ways and hate each other or - in reverse - stay totally indifferent...but a song came out in my mind, a song from the most important pearl of my music life, my muse: Evanescence. here's a song who describes my feelings and i wanna share it in my diary: The last song I'm wasting on You, the last song I waste with those who are not in my life anymore...